Friday, December 08, 2006

HIDDEN GEMS

Hidden Gems
Experiences We Don't Understand

Sometimes we have an experience that we don't understand, but if we look deeply, or wait long enough, a reason for that experience will usually reveal itself. All the events in our lives lead to other events, and all that we have manifested in this present moment is the result of past events and experiences. We cannot easily tease apart the many threads that have been woven together to create our current reality. Experiences that don't make sense, as well as any that we regret, are just as responsible for the good things in our lives as the experiences we do understand or label as "good." This is especially important to remember at times when we feel directionless or unsure of what to do. It is often at times like these that we take a job or move to a place without really knowing if it's the right thing to do. We may ultimately end up leaving the job or the place, but often during that time we will have met someone who becomes an important friend, or we may have an experience that changes us in a profound way. When all the pieces of our life don't quite make sense, we can remember that there may be some hidden gem of a reason that we are where we are having the experiences we are having. It's fun to look back on past experiences with an eye to uncovering those gems-the dreadful temporary job in a bland office building that introduced you to the love of your life; the roommate you couldn't tolerate who gave you a book that changed your life; the time spent living in a city you didn't like that led you into a deeper relationship with yourself. Remembering these past experiences can restore our faith in the present. Life is full of buried treasures. Chances are, you're sitting on some right now.

--STOLEN FROM RANDOM EMAIL..

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Goodbye Stormy


kinda a cheesy story.. But I like it anyway.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...


Stormy You have been a loyal fiesty companion of mine for over 13 years. I will never forget you. In The mornings you were alway the first one to tell me goodmorning. AS I drank my coffee and mumbled about the day ahead you always looked up at me from my feet with a smile and a purr...I am all alone now. But Part of you will always remain with me. GOODBYE MY loving tiger.

ps. I know you never thought you were a domestic cat, I am sure if you have been reborn -----the universe made you a fierce tiger. Again. Goodbye I love you.

Monday, November 27, 2006

I MISS MY TRUCK..


MY FAITHFUL TRUCK...goodbye TACOMA...



Everything Reminds Me of Her

I never really had a problem
Because of leaving,
But everything reminds me of her
This evening.
So if I seem a little out of it, sorry,
But why should I lie?
Everything reminds me of her.

The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on a steeple,
And I gotta hear the same sermon all the time now from you people.
Why are you staring into outer space crying
Just because you came across it and lost it?
Everything reminds me of her.
Everything reminds me of her.
Everything reminds me of her.

Monday, October 23, 2006

New Car, NIce sunset and a bunch of crazy bolts for my friends swingset



Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I am back--- crazy pics I took with my mac






Friday, August 04, 2006

Quotes from the Movie "the Notebook"

"I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough."

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."




Jeff

Ps. A great Movie The notebook is... Open up a bottle of red wine, sit and rediscover the tears that have not fallen in a while.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tahoe, the beach and my crazy new sheets




Been a while since I have posted....I am still alive. My cat attacked my new sheets for about an hour before calming down-- I think the pokadots tripped her out.. it was really funny. Anyway gotza ta git to wirk
Jeff

Monday, July 10, 2006

Cannon Ball

Thursday, July 06, 2006

4th of July, Placerville and yummy Downtown Brown on tap.





The Sunflower pix is on the levee by my new house.The Levee seems like it goes on foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Spent the 4th in Placerville. Found that every bar has Downtown Brown on tap..The bar I am drinking at is in an old mine. Very dark and cool even on a hot day.


What a great city. The blue image is on a barrel, they had barrel art everywhere on display..I liked the blue barrel with faces best.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

All I have to do today is smile..:):)

My move is over... argh...I am alive...I sold my house and moved to the West sideeeeeeeeeeeee....
Anyway.. Life has been crazy..My nephews and neices are staying with me, my cat hates me (she got into a major fight last night with a few other cats, her face was so puffy and blood was in her mouth.. At first I thought she was going to die.. I was freaking out at 3am, ...I am surprised she let me pick her up without clawing me. I grabbed her--- yelled and scared the bad meanie cats away and protected my queen. I do not think she wanted to fight-- but was standing her ground. I saw no marks on her except the blood in the mouth, then I started thinking she was posioned...I was freaking........I am keeping her inside until I feel better about this new neighborhood...)

Anyway, I havent slept much in over a week. Feel like I am in a hotel rather than at home..Feels to foreign right now..

The house I sold I had professionaly cleaned for the new owners.. It looks so nice. I am getting the carpets cleaned this morning (yes on fathers day)...
Monday hand over the keys. A chapter in my life has closed.. Scary but its only life..

Monday, May 29, 2006

River Ride Sunday, Mike, Aaron and Jeff


I had a great time at the river with Migs and Aaron.. Saw a few wild turkeys, Swans, hawks and a jack rabbit.. No rattlesnakes this time...It wasnt hot enough for them to come out and lay on the trails. I always love my river rides. I have no cares in the world out there. We rode about 26 miles.. A slower pace than normal.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

My Garden's Rockn And Rollin, Stormy hide n seek and school is over--(for now) Good Bye Huber.




The Garden is rockin, too bad I won't be here to enjoy it.
Can you find Stormy?
Good bye Huber..

--Jeff out

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I am alive- shadowman series




Life, what does it have in store for me? Where is my journey going to lead me?
All I know is I will walk towards it fearlessly ..
jdawg 5/23/06


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Stormy

My new improved Stormy... She and I have have gone through so many major changes lately... Cosmetic and mental....She has lost 2.5 pounds.. I put her on a tuna diet.. She is fiesty as ever. She has also recently learned spanish. ( I am not kidding, no really I am not kidding) And she is very healthy. I want her to live her last few years with the food of her choice and I will continue to treat her like the queen she is... I think she was royalty in a previous life.. Actually in this life she is treated like royalty...I am out.... My second bottle of red wine just got opened and sammy hagar "I will fall in love again" is blarring out of my computer...

Jeff

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

I was tagged by Twisted Reasons (michele)

Do's and Don't's of me...
I do love HBO
I do not like commercial television

I do love Ice cream
I don't like the fat it puts on me.

I do love my cat
I don't like cleaning her kitty litter

I do love coffee in the early am
I don't like my caffeine headaches

I do like being in love
I don't like when its not Reciprocated

I do love the first kiss
I don't like the goodbye kiss

I do love music
I don't like paying an arm and leg for the concerts

I do love my big heart
I don't like the way people take advantage and manilpulate it

I do love myself
I don't like when I hate myself

I do love this world and the random acts of kindness I see
I don't like the way people are cruel at times

I do love the river and riding my bike
I don't like the people that break glass on the trails causing flats and litter

I do like how Iam in the best shape of my life
I do not like how I cant eat what i want

I do like going to school and learning
I do not like paying 79 dollars for a book that falls apart before the class is even over.

I tag: Tracie, Heidi, Vero and Rob