I am a golden God, A monsoon hit last night. We celebrated, We danced. We honored the universe for all its blessings.
Lately I have been to a very dark dark place inside of myself. Lets call it ClubHell, kinda like a club med for angry, depressed, broken men. A visit to The darkest part of my soul . I have been on a Journey the last four months trying to climb out of the abyss. Now my soul is fresh, recycled, reconditioned, limitless possiblities and I can honestly thank the Universe for the experience. For I am alive. I will no longer be scared.
I am a "Golden God" I screamed at the top of my lungs last night in the pouring rain. I danced. I might have scared the neighbors. But liberated my soul last night. I forgave myself. I let myself down but will no longer punish myself for any of my shortfalls. I am gonna be okay. Stay Golden Pony boy. Stay gold.
Ps. The Tequila was very good. I don't usually drink that stuff but this was an expensive (40 dollar) bottle of it, very smooth, no Hangovers. Thanks Rob for starting the Rain Dance. I needed it.
posted by Jeffdee at 4:46 AM
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That was insanely fun, emphasis on insane, heheheh. I think the neighbors were trippin when they pulled up and we were dancing in the middle of the street in buckets of rain - sans shirts. Wouldn't trade that experience for the world.
I can honestly say I had a religeous experience. That was one of the best times of my life. I have never felt more alive. I am a new man.
i was gonna ask if you were drunk, and then the last sentence said it all....ha ha...The life coaches for the show "starting over" would be proud! :)
I wasnt drunk. I had about 3 beverages. I was just happy. I renacted the scene form Garden State.. Where he yells.. I stood on my truck and yelled . It was great. I will not punish myself any longer.
that top pic is cool...I sooo wanted to do the same thing that night, but I was to chicken! Looks like ya all had a blast!
Out of the abyss...Congratulations dear friend...you made it! Nice night for a re-birthing wasn't it!!! We had mountains of snow last night...wish it was the rain you were dancing in!
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